em so LonEly BROken AngEl -- II By SaDy

nOw, em sTanDing TaLl
my heAd On Hand
mY hanD On The Wall
yo.. just two years ago
from no where u came and gave a call
i was too happy
on the roof top
i was playing with the balls
thinkin about u
suddenly, unconsiously i fall
i still remember
two stiches on heaD
the painig left leg
two nights on bed
and the morning on rest

still a heart beats inside the chest.
its for u baby,
buh i never knew the broken bone and the paining leg wont worth me
ma heart's broken and now

i m so lonely broken angel
im so lonely listen to my heart
with the days to cry
and the nights alive
my heart's fried .
with gOD i fight
yeah i know my life's a lie
visiting the places
where i saw u last time
every gir;s faceseemed like its urs,
yeah was expecting for ur views
searching u, my eyes got wide open
juss like the eyes of hungry rat
em searching for u, here and there like a lost puppy
this city doesn't need me
 its becoz of u em back
i failed, 100 times
im a failure
im unable to track u
and if u reading this rap
jus think about me for once
and remember the day we chat
i said i love u .
buh i never purposed u
always remember that,
buh for now anyways

im so..... x2

now everything is gone
only coz of u
ur heart is not soft,
its hard as stone
i know u were not wrong
buh u wer not right though
i kneeled, i bow
u never understood my feelings for u
em emo , em emo sad
ur ego,uff what can i say
em sorry, buh em not a fag
maybe em bad , maybe sometimes em sad
maybe i understood u wrong
buh we can resist it
everything we had
is surely gone and now

im so lonely...x2

standing out lookink the sky
waiting for shooting stars to come
so that i can
wish u as my life partner , my gielfriend
sitting next to me in my car
we do salsa together in bar
sittin  together in the park
im juss pretending
i know nothing gonna happen
em goin too far
i know my wish gonna retard
coz em just pretending
airplanes,the shooting stars
everything to normal
back to normal mode
i know em not gonna get u. em sad
and now

im so lonely....!!!!!x2

Ode To tHe PeOplE WhO mAttErs Me The MoST ..!!!!

 
The following lines is not a poem or a note... on this valentine day its my love to ppl who has stood by me in everyway nd i owe dem a big time... nd in short i luv u all....thnk ya all for dis.. <3 <3


This time this place,
I know I made some mistakes.
Sitting in hospital ward,
Doesn’t matter u a doc or treated by a doc,
What I c through the window is a nice l’ll grow,
This growth in my brain, make my thoughts form a train,
And everything else goes out to drain;
Friend to foes every1 does seem reluctant to crash into,

Makes me feels like a Romeo without juliet,
This kind of dreams does make me scream,
 But it’s the hand of ur mates, that never let u fade;
Some ppl look into my eyeball, and never admit it's  their fault
We're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead let it forget...
Wishing I had strength to stand,
This is not what I had planned;
Sitting in an hospital room,
Trying to forget the past,
All caught up in the eye of the storm,
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on.....
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of time.
All here is this bloody negativity,
Still can’t justify HW people talk to me...
In this hospital room m watching,
Feeling myself like taken and bound and found under a tree,
And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
Both scared and angry like "what did I say?"...
With my hands up in the sky,
Looks like something invisible there,
But all I was doing is asking d maker to patronize me with them who r me!!
Though i look steady here, this fire in me tearing me apart there,
It’s was all dark in there,
And in sudden sunshine u guys come in here,
Grab my hand and pull me away;
And teach me only a problem free philosophy........
“HAKUNA MATATA”
And when I open my eyes,
I c u guys,
Feels like a juvenile,
Fading into the hands of his loved ones;
All I learnt in hospital dormancy,
 Negativity is like a lake,
And u guys r like a Blake,
And I like a frog trying to find my way,
Singing proudly... its HAKUNA MATATA wat a wonderful phrase.....
All what I leave behind is d stem without a lotus,
Moving on and on and on.................................!!!!!!!!


Now I can say when I m totally recovered...i will just say....together we made it ,  we made it, fighting it all against d odds of fake world...!!

ScHoOl FrieNDs Me ANd She....!!!!

Wn i roll bak 2 thos skul dayz..,
It jus feel quite amazed..,
where teacherz wr lyk bst frns.....n callin out names ws jus d craze..,
wn in d groups frnz usd 2 sit....at sm particular grls all usd 2 gaze..,
n in d recess 2 beat sm1 up all 2gathr usd 2 giv a chase...


In d cls c usd 2 sit by my side..,
n i usd 2 keep starrin in hr eyes..,
v wr frnz jus frn c thought..,
n i thot nxt 2 me my whole world liezz..

4 d 1st tym i felt dis way..,
n so did i hesitated 2 say..,
n w8in 4 d right day..,
weeks n months did passed away...

I lost hr 2 a frn f mi9..,
bt i dint shatterd at dat tym..,
i took a paper n a pen. N i'm.,
in frnt f u writin dis silly rhyme..,

bak 2 normal, bak again..,
i ws d 1st callin out 2 dat frn hr name..,
NORMAL i mean i ws wd my buddiezz..,
sittin in groups,gazin at d same..,

calin ol dat bak ain't such a pain..,
frndz around n thos truth n dare games..,
1 who played had nthin much 2 gain..,
bt 1 whu refused ws cnsiderd lame..,

dis z wt ol thru 1 came..,
i kno lot may hv encounterd d same..,
4 ol f those n me too i claim..,
b n njoy wd frnzz..2 rest dnt give a damn...!!

blEedInG heArt...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY heaRt waS reD,
SoMEoNE adDin pOiSon,
its gettIn blUe
plZ SOmeOne CoVEr it witH PoisOn fRee sheD
its gettin draindd
its getting retarted
pulse is goin dowm
my expression gettin frown
my heart is sinking
wat the fuck is goin on
ma heart s bleedin
im broken ,why not
i have seen loved one leaving
its bleedin blue,
its brolen
plz fix it with glue
or tie the crack with the spool
plz do somethin...!

U left me, u left me in anger
yeah i was in anger
yeah i spit splutter
everythin was out of control
words came out like fuckin spew
but i wasn't wrong baby
its was our rage who took over honey
actually
the beaurocracy that u put
i felt like, cant do anythinh
i felt like giddY
wasn't ready for the fuckin fury
im so lost, now i do sleep with my teddy
lively time left
just when u left me
left with the dream
of u and me
when u come and hug me
yeah presently
em lonely
baby, plz come back
em waiting for u
dew, facebook can never make me full
i want u, just u, nothin intead u
the sadness and loneliness
i endured
it coz of attitude u showed
sometime when i listen sad songs
times we spent together get reminded on the spot
and when i try it to stop
i realise , i cant i am filled with the same fuckin stock.

Bleedin heart, freaky mine
gave me another day ,another time
to start a new life,
along with dew, facebook
i gotta rap shit and i do it on this notebook
and so now em fine

still gotta place for u
yeah em rite
my doors are always open for u
u can come to me anytime.....!
LoVe u BAbY.....!

WaCkY LuCK aNd ShaTteReD dReaMs..!!!

HAve u ever gOt ignored,
have u ever gOt playEd, so muCh tHAT HUrts
yeaH i did
nOt juss once aur twice
i got so hate and played 1700 times a weak
my luck narcots
though i dont use those fuckin' weeds
whenever i got out think bout mah luck
i trick, first it fill me with greed
then it punch me, it even kick
and foh me em jus left with the fuckin shit
it make me sick
yeah it hurts,
it hurts me so bad
em dont wat im doin
em gonna be mad
and the fucking friends i got
they dont realise that em mentally depressed or wat
em getting away,
yeah
em getting away
my family suppress
everyday em gettin addressed

Goin back to childhood
at times when i dont even know wats a rhyme, wats a mobile
i asked video game on birthday and my mom said fine
as the day was coming near
i was excited to get gift of mine
video games"oh dear" :-)
i was happy , buh i never know that present i gonna get would blow me
my dreams, i was sad


When i grew up
i was twelve or some
i studied whole day
i got nothin foh fun
deep in the ponds of books
i was sinking, i thought my life's done
i wake up nxt morning
the cock outside was roaring
another day just passed
again pissed off ,
i took bath then went foh breakfast
another thing i thought
another dream i got
mom this time when result declare
i ll top , will not get fired
and if i top,i want somethin i want
my mom said ok,
yeah i did top
thanx to gK
i asked to mom,
i want that hOtwheels car
buh still after 5-6 yrs
piercin vision across the mirror
see this is the car
that i always want
hmm

At this aGE , yes its seventeen
i feel in love with a real hot teen
i love her so much
i always went to gOd and plea
and got friendship with her
thought of proposing her in future
and see the nature of my luck
another dream got fuck
she was olready taken
i was dancing with her
buh i got suddenly awaken
hey luck u took away a dream another
i dreamed we as a couple
she went said u are my brother
luck u r a heartbreaker
u really suck oh fucker
ol motherfucker out there laugh
it aint funny foh me
stop laughing ,otherwise cover

Everything in life and everyone associated to me
left me lonely
good morning, now its morning
forget about everything
yeah luck em giving u another chance
just go back and have a look at my past at a glance
and decide wat to do next with my dreams
i have new dreams in eyes
another work to do
i have in my mind
i wana be a rapstar
i know u are not to tall to take me there
but i warn u
if u tried to break this dream of mine
if u wake me up from the sleep of mine
theres no second thought
no another chance
ill just go and commit suicide
so just think before u try anythin against me
coz ur decision can waste another innocent life
ull waste me
this is story of wacky luck and shattered dreams
it written by sady
and remember sady coz its me.....!!
And now i dont care wat u ol think of me..!

caSe aGainSt FemAlE FoeTicIde.....!!!!!!!!

NOw a dAyS fEmaLe fOetiCiDE cAsEs thOuGh haS DeCrEaSed bUt sTiLl mAnY PeOplE oUgHT To nOw bAut iT .
SO Im tAkIng thIs tiME TO tEacH ThEM HoW IMP. A GIrL cHild to them ..
So hereS A SoNG I Wrote a smaLl anD IN a siMpLe wOrDS CHeEr it iF U lIke
so IT start liKe thiS :-
"no nO(CRYiNG) BLoW
CHOrus
why u wana kill me dad,
why u dont want to let me live,
wat i did explain dad,
y u wana kill me
sady :
explain what she did
dont u want a kid?
What the matter if its a girl
it isn't a pig u dick...!
Y u want to kill
just chill let her live
she aint worth a bill
let her be free
y are afraid, she'll be ur shae
no matter u walk or take a break she'll be with u,
and while u late ,she'll wait but never hate then tell me y
CHoruS x2
whAts the matter dowsh
are u embarrased
u think boy can manage
his life ur life and wife hunh..!!!
He cant
she can do it :better
,never let ur dreams to shatter
its doesnt matter
how long
leaving fucking world besides
make her legs never give up, never give up her mind,
she'll lite up the path
and climb up the ladder ,
she'll never lOok behind.. Then tell me y
chOrus x2
juST dream before and think
ull be king ifu let her live
if not the time will diss u and ur boy will kill you kick u out of his life
freeze ur money
and mix u where u did to ur kidu.
U gave up ur life ,
for a sin that u did
might if she be alive , u might be livin ur life the way u want to,
and what u think sady teachin u this shit coz he miss
a sis, whom he may kiss , and play the games which he is playing alone pissed.
Always waited for that day he can make her please then tell me whyyyyy
chorus x2
outro:
REMEMBER UNTIL U BREATH UR DAUGHTER WILL CLEAR UR DIRT AND MAKE IT CLEAN WHiLE UR SON WILL SPOIL UR LIFE MAKE U LOSE IT AND CUT U with a knIfe........!!!!!

IiT -- eXamt tImE fUnDa

ThIs iS The tImE tO Do thE ThInG tHaT SeeMs rIte..
ENtEr tHe claSs, gO aNd haVe a SEat,
opened thE SEal OF THe fiLe,
lOok dOwN THe floor ,
it dOesn't haVe a tIle.
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iT aiNt hAve a gOod pRofile.
LEaVe it , i sTaRTEd it in style
im SIttinG fOh iIt , i haVe mY ID,
thIs iS Mah aDmiT Card
heY LoOk there's mY PHoToGARh
eEh..! I kNoW I dOnt lOok lIkE a genTlemAN
BuT If i gEt mY HAircUt
ill jUst lOok liKe eMInem,
stIll sitTin nOthIN To dO,
So em wRittiN THiS Shit
bUh thIs sHit iS CoMpleTEd wAT ShUd i dO NexT ??
So i stArtEd scRachiN My nUtS ;)
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jUst LIke thAt bITcHE's wEArY BuTtS,
sEe thE ClOck ,
i sAw thE CLoCk ,
30 mIn stIlL LeFt , wAt i fElt nOw iS thAt
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bUt rEAdIN THe fIrST QuE
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