em so LonEly BROken AngEl -- II By SaDy

nOw, em sTanDing TaLl
my heAd On Hand
mY hanD On The Wall
yo.. just two years ago
from no where u came and gave a call
i was too happy
on the roof top
i was playing with the balls
thinkin about u
suddenly, unconsiously i fall
i still remember
two stiches on heaD
the painig left leg
two nights on bed
and the morning on rest

still a heart beats inside the chest.
its for u baby,
buh i never knew the broken bone and the paining leg wont worth me
ma heart's broken and now

i m so lonely broken angel
im so lonely listen to my heart
with the days to cry
and the nights alive
my heart's fried .
with gOD i fight
yeah i know my life's a lie
visiting the places
where i saw u last time
every gir;s faceseemed like its urs,
yeah was expecting for ur views
searching u, my eyes got wide open
juss like the eyes of hungry rat
em searching for u, here and there like a lost puppy
this city doesn't need me
 its becoz of u em back
i failed, 100 times
im a failure
im unable to track u
and if u reading this rap
jus think about me for once
and remember the day we chat
i said i love u .
buh i never purposed u
always remember that,
buh for now anyways

im so..... x2

now everything is gone
only coz of u
ur heart is not soft,
its hard as stone
i know u were not wrong
buh u wer not right though
i kneeled, i bow
u never understood my feelings for u
em emo , em emo sad
ur ego,uff what can i say
em sorry, buh em not a fag
maybe em bad , maybe sometimes em sad
maybe i understood u wrong
buh we can resist it
everything we had
is surely gone and now

im so lonely...x2

standing out lookink the sky
waiting for shooting stars to come
so that i can
wish u as my life partner , my gielfriend
sitting next to me in my car
we do salsa together in bar
sittin  together in the park
im juss pretending
i know nothing gonna happen
em goin too far
i know my wish gonna retard
coz em just pretending
airplanes,the shooting stars
everything to normal
back to normal mode
i know em not gonna get u. em sad
and now

im so lonely....!!!!!x2

Ode To tHe PeOplE WhO mAttErs Me The MoST ..!!!!

 
The following lines is not a poem or a note... on this valentine day its my love to ppl who has stood by me in everyway nd i owe dem a big time... nd in short i luv u all....thnk ya all for dis.. <3 <3


This time this place,
I know I made some mistakes.
Sitting in hospital ward,
Doesn’t matter u a doc or treated by a doc,
What I c through the window is a nice l’ll grow,
This growth in my brain, make my thoughts form a train,
And everything else goes out to drain;
Friend to foes every1 does seem reluctant to crash into,

Makes me feels like a Romeo without juliet,
This kind of dreams does make me scream,
 But it’s the hand of ur mates, that never let u fade;
Some ppl look into my eyeball, and never admit it's  their fault
We're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead let it forget...
Wishing I had strength to stand,
This is not what I had planned;
Sitting in an hospital room,
Trying to forget the past,
All caught up in the eye of the storm,
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on.....
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of time.
All here is this bloody negativity,
Still can’t justify HW people talk to me...
In this hospital room m watching,
Feeling myself like taken and bound and found under a tree,
And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
Both scared and angry like "what did I say?"...
With my hands up in the sky,
Looks like something invisible there,
But all I was doing is asking d maker to patronize me with them who r me!!
Though i look steady here, this fire in me tearing me apart there,
It’s was all dark in there,
And in sudden sunshine u guys come in here,
Grab my hand and pull me away;
And teach me only a problem free philosophy........
“HAKUNA MATATA”
And when I open my eyes,
I c u guys,
Feels like a juvenile,
Fading into the hands of his loved ones;
All I learnt in hospital dormancy,
 Negativity is like a lake,
And u guys r like a Blake,
And I like a frog trying to find my way,
Singing proudly... its HAKUNA MATATA wat a wonderful phrase.....
All what I leave behind is d stem without a lotus,
Moving on and on and on.................................!!!!!!!!


Now I can say when I m totally recovered...i will just say....together we made it ,  we made it, fighting it all against d odds of fake world...!!

ScHoOl FrieNDs Me ANd She....!!!!

Wn i roll bak 2 thos skul dayz..,
It jus feel quite amazed..,
where teacherz wr lyk bst frns.....n callin out names ws jus d craze..,
wn in d groups frnz usd 2 sit....at sm particular grls all usd 2 gaze..,
n in d recess 2 beat sm1 up all 2gathr usd 2 giv a chase...


In d cls c usd 2 sit by my side..,
n i usd 2 keep starrin in hr eyes..,
v wr frnz jus frn c thought..,
n i thot nxt 2 me my whole world liezz..

4 d 1st tym i felt dis way..,
n so did i hesitated 2 say..,
n w8in 4 d right day..,
weeks n months did passed away...

I lost hr 2 a frn f mi9..,
bt i dint shatterd at dat tym..,
i took a paper n a pen. N i'm.,
in frnt f u writin dis silly rhyme..,

bak 2 normal, bak again..,
i ws d 1st callin out 2 dat frn hr name..,
NORMAL i mean i ws wd my buddiezz..,
sittin in groups,gazin at d same..,

calin ol dat bak ain't such a pain..,
frndz around n thos truth n dare games..,
1 who played had nthin much 2 gain..,
bt 1 whu refused ws cnsiderd lame..,

dis z wt ol thru 1 came..,
i kno lot may hv encounterd d same..,
4 ol f those n me too i claim..,
b n njoy wd frnzz..2 rest dnt give a damn...!!

blEedInG heArt...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY heaRt waS reD,
SoMEoNE adDin pOiSon,
its gettIn blUe
plZ SOmeOne CoVEr it witH PoisOn fRee sheD
its gettin draindd
its getting retarted
pulse is goin dowm
my expression gettin frown
my heart is sinking
wat the fuck is goin on
ma heart s bleedin
im broken ,why not
i have seen loved one leaving
its bleedin blue,
its brolen
plz fix it with glue
or tie the crack with the spool
plz do somethin...!

U left me, u left me in anger
yeah i was in anger
yeah i spit splutter
everythin was out of control
words came out like fuckin spew
but i wasn't wrong baby
its was our rage who took over honey
actually
the beaurocracy that u put
i felt like, cant do anythinh
i felt like giddY
wasn't ready for the fuckin fury
im so lost, now i do sleep with my teddy
lively time left
just when u left me
left with the dream
of u and me
when u come and hug me
yeah presently
em lonely
baby, plz come back
em waiting for u
dew, facebook can never make me full
i want u, just u, nothin intead u
the sadness and loneliness
i endured
it coz of attitude u showed
sometime when i listen sad songs
times we spent together get reminded on the spot
and when i try it to stop
i realise , i cant i am filled with the same fuckin stock.

Bleedin heart, freaky mine
gave me another day ,another time
to start a new life,
along with dew, facebook
i gotta rap shit and i do it on this notebook
and so now em fine

still gotta place for u
yeah em rite
my doors are always open for u
u can come to me anytime.....!
LoVe u BAbY.....!

WaCkY LuCK aNd ShaTteReD dReaMs..!!!

HAve u ever gOt ignored,
have u ever gOt playEd, so muCh tHAT HUrts
yeaH i did
nOt juss once aur twice
i got so hate and played 1700 times a weak
my luck narcots
though i dont use those fuckin' weeds
whenever i got out think bout mah luck
i trick, first it fill me with greed
then it punch me, it even kick
and foh me em jus left with the fuckin shit
it make me sick
yeah it hurts,
it hurts me so bad
em dont wat im doin
em gonna be mad
and the fucking friends i got
they dont realise that em mentally depressed or wat
em getting away,
yeah
em getting away
my family suppress
everyday em gettin addressed

Goin back to childhood
at times when i dont even know wats a rhyme, wats a mobile
i asked video game on birthday and my mom said fine
as the day was coming near
i was excited to get gift of mine
video games"oh dear" :-)
i was happy , buh i never know that present i gonna get would blow me
my dreams, i was sad


When i grew up
i was twelve or some
i studied whole day
i got nothin foh fun
deep in the ponds of books
i was sinking, i thought my life's done
i wake up nxt morning
the cock outside was roaring
another day just passed
again pissed off ,
i took bath then went foh breakfast
another thing i thought
another dream i got
mom this time when result declare
i ll top , will not get fired
and if i top,i want somethin i want
my mom said ok,
yeah i did top
thanx to gK
i asked to mom,
i want that hOtwheels car
buh still after 5-6 yrs
piercin vision across the mirror
see this is the car
that i always want
hmm

At this aGE , yes its seventeen
i feel in love with a real hot teen
i love her so much
i always went to gOd and plea
and got friendship with her
thought of proposing her in future
and see the nature of my luck
another dream got fuck
she was olready taken
i was dancing with her
buh i got suddenly awaken
hey luck u took away a dream another
i dreamed we as a couple
she went said u are my brother
luck u r a heartbreaker
u really suck oh fucker
ol motherfucker out there laugh
it aint funny foh me
stop laughing ,otherwise cover

Everything in life and everyone associated to me
left me lonely
good morning, now its morning
forget about everything
yeah luck em giving u another chance
just go back and have a look at my past at a glance
and decide wat to do next with my dreams
i have new dreams in eyes
another work to do
i have in my mind
i wana be a rapstar
i know u are not to tall to take me there
but i warn u
if u tried to break this dream of mine
if u wake me up from the sleep of mine
theres no second thought
no another chance
ill just go and commit suicide
so just think before u try anythin against me
coz ur decision can waste another innocent life
ull waste me
this is story of wacky luck and shattered dreams
it written by sady
and remember sady coz its me.....!!
And now i dont care wat u ol think of me..!

caSe aGainSt FemAlE FoeTicIde.....!!!!!!!!

NOw a dAyS fEmaLe fOetiCiDE cAsEs thOuGh haS DeCrEaSed bUt sTiLl mAnY PeOplE oUgHT To nOw bAut iT .
SO Im tAkIng thIs tiME TO tEacH ThEM HoW IMP. A GIrL cHild to them ..
So hereS A SoNG I Wrote a smaLl anD IN a siMpLe wOrDS CHeEr it iF U lIke
so IT start liKe thiS :-
"no nO(CRYiNG) BLoW
CHOrus
why u wana kill me dad,
why u dont want to let me live,
wat i did explain dad,
y u wana kill me
sady :
explain what she did
dont u want a kid?
What the matter if its a girl
it isn't a pig u dick...!
Y u want to kill
just chill let her live
she aint worth a bill
let her be free
y are afraid, she'll be ur shae
no matter u walk or take a break she'll be with u,
and while u late ,she'll wait but never hate then tell me y
CHoruS x2
whAts the matter dowsh
are u embarrased
u think boy can manage
his life ur life and wife hunh..!!!
He cant
she can do it :better
,never let ur dreams to shatter
its doesnt matter
how long
leaving fucking world besides
make her legs never give up, never give up her mind,
she'll lite up the path
and climb up the ladder ,
she'll never lOok behind.. Then tell me y
chOrus x2
juST dream before and think
ull be king ifu let her live
if not the time will diss u and ur boy will kill you kick u out of his life
freeze ur money
and mix u where u did to ur kidu.
U gave up ur life ,
for a sin that u did
might if she be alive , u might be livin ur life the way u want to,
and what u think sady teachin u this shit coz he miss
a sis, whom he may kiss , and play the games which he is playing alone pissed.
Always waited for that day he can make her please then tell me whyyyyy
chorus x2
outro:
REMEMBER UNTIL U BREATH UR DAUGHTER WILL CLEAR UR DIRT AND MAKE IT CLEAN WHiLE UR SON WILL SPOIL UR LIFE MAKE U LOSE IT AND CUT U with a knIfe........!!!!!

IiT -- eXamt tImE fUnDa

ThIs iS The tImE tO Do thE ThInG tHaT SeeMs rIte..
ENtEr tHe claSs, gO aNd haVe a SEat,
opened thE SEal OF THe fiLe,
lOok dOwN THe floor ,
it dOesn't haVe a tIle.
"MOTI Ram" iT aINt a gOod schOol,
iT aiNt hAve a gOod pRofile.
LEaVe it , i sTaRTEd it in style
im SIttinG fOh iIt , i haVe mY ID,
thIs iS Mah aDmiT Card
heY LoOk there's mY PHoToGARh
eEh..! I kNoW I dOnt lOok lIkE a genTlemAN
BuT If i gEt mY HAircUt
ill jUst lOok liKe eMInem,
stIll sitTin nOthIN To dO,
So em wRittiN THiS Shit
bUh thIs sHit iS CoMpleTEd wAT ShUd i dO NexT ??
So i stArtEd scRachiN My nUtS ;)
THeRE WeRE itCHing
jUst LIke thAt bITcHE's wEArY BuTtS,
sEe thE ClOck ,
i sAw thE CLoCk ,
30 mIn stIlL LeFt , wAt i fElt nOw iS thAt
i shUd sTart tHE eXam nOw
bUt rEAdIN THe fIrST QuE
THe bEll rAnGEd aND They aNnOuNCEd stOp wRitTin nOw..:-D

nDa ---- jUSt dO iT!!!!

In tHe eMpTy PAge
thE OnlY ShIt thAt waS WrITteN On iT waS
- sPaCe fOh RouGh wOrk.
ThEy thOuGhT liKe em gOnNa uSe it
haha
theY JuST toOk lOlz Out Of mEAh..!!
So N.d.A heRe wE Go
yOyOYO!
SEE THe paper it gOt a empTY SpaCe
it waS FoH ROuGh wORK
so jUst dO it
i haVe gOt sOme rapshit
so jUst dO it
i haVe gOt mY PENcil
sO JUst uSe it,
juST WrITe it
i gOt stuck with ques
it physics
fuck it
yo
lets do some mathematics
i know its difficult
so lets practice
i have got some rough work
lets use it
here the exam starts
part I ,paper one look simple ,
mathS oops , its a holy shit,
i got bit pimpered
still workin
hard
to solve wat i never did, em gettin puzzled
my lil mind was unable to get idea
and that inviligilator whispered so my last idea to cheat got shattered
there were 120 ques and i took pity
on my lil brain
so i did almost ninty
then had a look on mah timy
the time left was just 15 min , its sO Tiny
..at last i started with colourin the circles
i know my drawing is good
and yeAh i did it correctly
yo part one finished
my dad yeah the one standin there with water bottle in hand
waited for me since nine wat a champ
wow
he got our lunch and a bottle of slice
he waS sorry , he didnt bought the dew
but dont worry dad , its ok
pheww!!
After couple of hours the second part starts
as the clock banged
the bell ranged ol the students ran
buh i
i walked in style
like rajni do it every time
the cheker screamed where's this guy
but fucker
take a look outside
see sady
look as he enters
the part II WAs bit scary
the ques were too lazy
it can make anyon crazy
english was ok
but Gk waS AMazing
birbal sahni
who the fuck is that
i neverd heard of it
anywhere anytime
done with physics,
chemistry
Geo, history waS just a Mystry
exAm is over
fuck solvin
i have olready used my space for rough work
i have already done wit rap work
now im left with this
question paper and this fucking one hour
now em thinkin bauh results,
i dont care bauh results, no matter
if get it clear or i be known as dropper
i am a rapper,
i dont care baut the future
at last my mind said
fuck everything, fuck shit
here's ur chance so just do it.......!!!!!

eM sOrRy..!!

DeDiCateD To mY Ex fRIenD .. TiMe brOke Up OuR fRienDshIp
i tRieD To maKe Up eVerythIn buH it WaS o.o.C
i lOst a lOvELy frienD
thOuGh I diDnT TriEd ThiS Shit
ThIS iS a BeAuTiFUL pOem WriTTeN bY sOmeOnE

I'm sorry for the times you cried,
and the loneliness you felt inside.
I'm sorry for the way things were,
and the selfishness that you endured.
I'm sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain it must have cost.
I'm sorry for the love you missed,
losing you helped me realize this.
I'm sorry I wasn't the man you deserved,
this has been the hardest lesson learned.
I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love you'll ever know.
I'm sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that you still yet pay.
I'm sorry for the way I left,
I've never felt so much regret.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke.
I'm sorry for the empty space,
that laid beside you in my place.
I'm sorry for the empty arms,
you fell into when times were hard.
I'm sorry for the days that passed,
Our love now will surely last.
I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now.

iMma dewhOlIC..!!!

Yo!
ThIs gOes fOh u
mY DeaR deW...!!


ImmA deWholic
nO OTher caN maKe mE MEtaBolic
so keeP in minD thAt imma dewholic
yo yo yo
i have dew in ma hand
i know my future is in sand
i have nothing left in ma head
each and every moment is so fuckin bad..
I am writing this song
i dont think my ideology of dew is wrong
this is ma own symphany
standin in the balcomy
standin with friends think bout fantasies
fantasies of life,
our lives are so puzzled
in hand of struggle
we woggle up and down
run our mind around
buh this time out
our mind stops workin
these days r so borin
i wana leave this world
em single without ma girl
em roarin
ma mind struck so
i gotta thing to do
i gotta have the dew
now gotta fuck ol of u
just remember one thing before u shook away that

ImmA deWholic
nO OTher caN maKe mE MEtaBolic
so keeP in minD thAt imma dewholic

i drink it daily,
no one can stop me for writin this melody
i love u dew
let me tell this to whole world
i dont care baut the money
coz still i dont have to earn it -honey
ok this shit is getting borin
let me make it a bit funny
today see the sky its sunny
yo i saw a chubby girl
she's so fuckin dumb
she pick a autorun
drove him to pvR a cinema fun
and when she stepped out she said i had no money
the drives came out
he started cave out his mind
and abused her with ol he can
she took her purse out
and gave him ol her money
haha
she was fucking dumb
i saw i got embarresed
i felt so numb
how can be someone
so fucking dumb
hey hear me
sit besides and listen to me
i have a advice for u
everyday sit cool and drink dew .
"Take this"!

ImmA deWholic
nO OTher caN maKe mE MEtaBolic
so keeP in minD thAt imma dewholic

i have every questions answer
i aint have any notion foh a bouncer
i live free, fuck fear
i drink dew
i stand on the top and scream "wheeeeee"
its a free world
i love the girl with hair curls
i love spinning the spirals
and enjoys the hurl7
and when i got bit wheezy
i feel like round round
i go to shop and drink dew
and make maself busy
i even drink dew when i feel sometime dizzy
now yo ol listen to wat i say
yeah its hard
some say me dew maniac
some say me dew wizard
but friends truth is that

ImmA deWholic
nO OTher caN maKe mE MEtaBolic
so keeP in minD thAt imma dewholic

i doNt GiVe a FuCk..!!!

U sEe nOw ur
a frEe bIrD,
AGaInST EvErY Odd,
u can flY ANywhere
u know ur in a free WoRlD..
I know i ain't left with no girl ,
evEn the slitest of mah mistake turned ur love into ur hate,
u said ur just a nerd ,
dont come near me,
u plz go coz u just suck,
but honey am not absurd,
i just wana stick to you,
like to wall sticks a lizard,
mah emotions, mah feelings for u are now a bag full of dirt,
i always tried to hide mah love for u
but as time goes on i was filled with sorrow
so i was forced to let u know
u see i never tried to induldge u ,ur life
i dumped everythin , everyfeeling of mine into mah mind,
i neves share anything with anyone for i dunno
want ur name ur fame not even ur ego to get hurt
u see mah this very verse and its every word is urs i dedicate this to u .
And plz dont confuse it with ur burden,
i never tried to come and run across u
i not even tried to find you,
i placed a big and heavy stone on the packet filled with mah emos,
till i breath i swere i never let u cry for me,
dont care for this even if mah own heart get burnt,
i will wait untill the time get turn
and when u run and hug me with ol your love
and take me along u
we'll be together whole our lives
never let the old time to return,
i know even after reading this
ull say

"whatever! This is just a piece of shit,
coz for all this
let make u clear bug
I DONT EVEN GIVE A FUCK...!!"

juSt imAGiNe..!!!

FrienDz we OL KNoW evEry seCoND PErSoN Is SiCk oF HiS /hEr liFe
sO FollOw me imAgine thE FOlLOwIN leaVe uR SoRroW
SO
yo ! Yo ! Yo !
We alwayS lived our lives being practical
itS Time tO LIve sOme moments magical
for this dont try to be practical
just open ur mind and imagine somethin theoretical
imagine somethin like movie harry potter
where our life radical goes so provisional
being a professional magician isn't a big deal
we jus sit on the benches
and here come our sick meals :
its so automatic
we no more need to carry the keys to open the door
we jus need to prod with that stick
we can command the bruise
and wll be high floating in air like tom cruise
"hey honey hold on, this ur first time,
ull get sick, get ur legs down"
just imagine how beautiful be it will
we eat and run without any bill
ill be harry so no one can kill
me
till i collapse, no one can touch me
i can see ya ol, but no one can c me,
ill pay quiditch, but the guy doin postill : cann't even jugde me
i can fuck everybody,
but no one can bust me (haha)
with a just click, ill show off ur fuckin ass, ill put ur fucking pants into the trash
i know u aint know bou the underfacial
so ull run naked whole campus
as if its a new fashion
forget bout fashion jus listen me up
we can imagine how our irrational lives turns up,
we will be free totally
with nobody stoppin us
no more punishment
no more sitting to the nook like a foolish noodle
no more wearin shoddy
no more singin a parody
we will be like a king, but dont forget bou tOm riDDle ,
cOz guy like him can back sting,
we have to be careful bou it
c the clock is ticking away
remember as the clock ticks
some bad guys are making their way to hit u
but we can retick them
coz we have our buddies which sticks like a bee to its rictus
always remember dont try to go much far
coz its ok if anybody calls u dawg
but its very difficult to handle a war
try to live and adjust in present
dont imagine far more....
OuTrO :-
IT S goOD To dream
but dream good
dream big
but for god sake dont dream evil

I waNA be a rapPstaR

FrIendZ THis is a Rap.
DOnt reAD IT like a loST CHaPter
DoNt evEN Say its a crap,
i wRoTe this rap, coz i wan some fans,
u chant this in rythm,
coz i know no music,
this rap's without music.
These lyrics are nOt abusive,
so u can read this,
i wana make this so explosive
that the rapper's like shady(eminem)
hear and feel its vibration
feel the fear of obbretion
feel the danger of suppression
coz sady is writin
writing and rhymin
putting my heart and mind
together with calm
i have the spark
to put a start
put a new goOd start


im a rappist
what i think ,i feel
i copy that to a paper like this
i have this passion
i put together the words and fuse 'em
i have this rapper's list
and wana be at top of this
i am a perfectionist,
and mah name is sady
sady the superman
ya ol the figured man
read this ,learn this name
very soon ur gonna hear this again
in the streets
ull run and surround me
when ill step outta mah car
may be limousine
might be lambhorgini
or even can be ferrari
yes i dream good
i dream too far,
though i know i may fall
buh i donno care
u say u olso write a rap
buh dude! Its nOT a rap its just a satire
ur jus a liar ,
u cant be as gOod as i am
see me now em in, in this business
i wana builda rap empire
dont try to mah leg, ill fire
and push u under a big montrous tyre
ur a such a bully
ill bit u off like a bad vampire
dont disturb
i wana go high and higher
coz if u have a dezire,
ull get, wat u admire
leave it
i donn wana go that far
i juSt waNA BE A RaPpSTAR.....!!!

lOveLy dAys aRE gOne

IntRo:-
OL THe lOVEly daYS are gone,
now left with ol the bad ones,
see how the life changes,
from icy cold days to really hot ones;
yO yO yO !!
ThE GOOd days are gone
starting from the place where i was born
when i see the photographs that reminds me the shit i forgot
all the placd that i visited with my parents along with my bro.
The time i was shifted i felt like filthy
a new place which turned out as dark and heavy
a new school where i took admission its name was assumption
while pushin me inside the class i felt like mah parent sent me on some mission ..
C'mon son...!
As i grew up studying in the same camp , the same building.
I thought(ghaushhh!) mah life's so boring , like a trash full of book and pages,
this camp is super suckin'
but this time huggies i got mah life long buddies
like ronnie and clyde,
here its paarth ,karan and i.
And i still remember i didnt have any interest in galz then and now they are mah buddies on facebook ,
shooked i still wander it how........!!!!???

After spending 9 lovely year somehow gOd sent me to the place full of bugs spoilin mah life tone...!
Hey lord this place is a hell locked i wana be back to my hometown.
Got a reply like "shut up u child otherwise ill put a hault to ur life"
tHE TEacher make me sick
students who were rich show off their bloody fucking dicks
moreover a bitch threw me kick me ,showing off her fucking ass,
from mah legs high to mah neck
i felt like im drowsing in ice, i shrinked and mah eye still blinked
then i stood up again and shook my head a bit restorin mah energy , throwing off mah allergy makin my own life a bit busy
.....
And now mah life is as wide as a slice, like kite floating in air, tied by the rope controlled by parents and while i think bout the time in mind ol i do is just smile......!!! :)

lOve tHe waY yOu Lie -- III bY saDy

JUst gOnNA stAnd theRe,
and watch me buRn,
but thATs Olright coz
i like the way it hurt
just gOnna stand there
and hear me cry
coz i lOvE THE waY U Lie...
I loue the way u lie x2


ON THE way very first day i saw u
my heart started vibrating like if something i was afraid to
actually i liked u, i loved u,
i resoluted that day ill surely meet u will talk u,
until u say me that ur my friend ill keep runnin across u
ill always help u when u need
u can ask to
though when i was monitor i always squeezed u
u alwayz made the noise
and i alwayz treated u like a biscuit.
When we met alone just i and u
u said me ur changed from what i was used too
u told me yes i can be ur friend forever like everyone decide to
but i never thought i will put u
in sentence
of my heart i told u i love u :
till ur last breath
will love u, never hurt u,
will never expose u
but u , u never loved me as u alwayz told me,
i never been their in u heart,
u always lied, now its too late to cry


juST GOnna sTaND THere aND watcH ME BURn
but thAts olRIgHT CoZ
I LIkE THe waY IT hurTS
JUsT GOnNA stanD ThERE and heAr me cRy ,
cOz i lOvE THe waY U LiE
LoVe thE WAy u lie

loVEly ! I always considered u mah homie,
but u kicked me, u blew me,
i always wana take u to the movie,
but u never allow me
u never show me that u love me
too
even u never come to a park with me, not even for a minute u rode with me,
u always neglected it said u plz leave it,
u never realised how much u hurt me
y are u depressed, bitch dont u know m feeling cheated, mah emotions getting supressed

your love is evil yes
dont try to be so clever
i can see it from mah eyes,i can hear from mah ear,
whenever u said me"whatever"
you didnt do the justice,
used my love
then drop it in the dustbin
and now when u see me cry u blush through ur eyes
u never thought what u did to me is just a sin
but one day sitting besides the pond alone
looking to the reflection of ur own
thinkim baut me realising what u did was wrong ull cry,
and while u pray to have me again,
i see u from heaven,
being satisfied...
JUst gOnNA stAnd theRe,
and watch me buRn,
but thATs Olright coz
i like the way it hurt
just gOnna stand there
and hear me cry
coz i lOvE THE waY U Lie...
I loue the way u lie x2

husH Baby everytime i think u mah heart get crush baby,
i see u in dreams at times at nights,
and this comes to my mind
u took me so lite , when our days seemed so bright
u complained u feel so numb,
but baby i dont think i hold u so tight,
i tried to map out mahself, though i knew i was rite, i fight mahself to make everythin olrite
we were o.c.(out of control)! U went to another guy
u threw off me.
You had another plan
so u chose another man,
without asking wat i want
am i olrite or i wana have some change
i always tried to pull u out
for the things u fought me out
now i want u to hear me out
see i dont believe in that rich white guy,
he'll not keep u happy
he'll play with ur life and will kick u out.
Let me tell u that guy is really very bad
ull have to consider urself mad
but hOney dont be sad
u can come back to this fat guy

JUst gOnNA stAnd theRe,
and watch me buRn,
but thATs Olright coz
i like the way it hurt
just gOnna stand there
and hear me cry
coz i lOvE THE waY U Lie...
I loue the way u lie x2

jUst tHe Way u aRe --- II bY saDY

WHen u cOmE InfrOnT oF MirrOr
u see uRseLf, u smIle
and CHeeR
buT STill u aRe uNsatIsfieD
U WAnna ChangE
Ur haIrSTyle
it dOEsn't suIT u faCE,
buH DeaR it's olrIte.
UR aS goOd aS mOon
,as shinin aS staRs
uR smIle ,
is aS open aS skY
Ur EYEs aS bright anD cute as pieCe of peaRl
inside a shell kept at distance apart
ur as explosive as bOmb
use this plastic comb
and form some hair tombs
baby ur beautiful,
u dont need a change ..!
" who the hell are you!
Do u know bout style a bit?"
girl foh u i can be a stylist
em perfectionist
em saDy
and u know it
already
dont worry just sit
anD liSten to this


when i see ur face
there's not a thing that i would change
coz ur amazimg just the way u are
girl when u smile the whole world stops and stays for a while
coz ur amazing just the way u are
the way u are
u are amazing just the way u are....!
♥ ♥

eXaMs deMOn

ALl wE KnOw iT, AiN'T NeEd an iNTrO...!!!

So
YoYoYo......!!!
A word that give fear,
the whole year
a fear that we cant bear
tear i our eyes
the time when our result is tied
on the notice board
i see, i fly, marks do shy
of gettin naked on mah report, i cry
mah mother slapped
no need to breath
till u complete ur sly,
and after sometime
we go to exam hall
to write what we are supposed to write
all the shit
that our teachers
tried to put in our mind
that we just ignored
coz we were gettin bored
sick and tired
well friends lets play
its time for fucking crick-et
bring the bat ball
ohh nice shot, i said,
they slapped (haha)
sAdY m¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ker
u r a wickettaker

but ohhh :O
this time its a sixer,
four sixes in a row
and i told u before
this is gonna be mah show,(laughter)
we tied the match although.
And that times for maths.
Friendt lets get back to class,
times ova.. Lets go!
Hahahaha
OutrO:
EXAMS alOvER, everywhere
cant resist
nAh mAn!!!!
HAvE TO Go (oh)........!!!